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Hibiscus

by S. L. Houser

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1.
It’s all the same, except for me I’ve changed I’m looking for a way to eat up a new landscape Take me for a ride, I want to get out what’s inside There’s never been a better time, to lean into the wind And start again Fever in my eye for you Fever in my eye for you I sleep but never come to Fever in my eye for you Dig up the old signs, maybe there’s something left to find If my memories pass as patterns, then I’m riddled with design I could be wrong I’ve been wrong, many times at that But I keep my count, my heart and my hands Hid behind my back Fever in my eye for you Fever in my eye for you I sleep but never come to Fever in my eye for you You can’t trust yourself when you’re in love Fever in my eye for you Fever in my eye for you I sleep but never come to Fever in my eye for you
2.
When I want to I can touch the moon Pull it’s lighting from a room When I want to I can change my mind I think about it all the time When I want to I can lose control You won’t see it but I’ll know When I want to I hold it together Smile nod never better I work as hard as I can like it could mean something Tell myself that that’s who I am What do you do when you don’t want to anymore I ask myself if this is living than what am I living for I am nothing if not on the run Jack of all, master of none Never slow down, never grow old Someone else can rule the world If I had to, could I move in stride? Take a breath and let it ride Content to see the ocean for the shore Never leaving, never more I work as hard as I can like it could mean something Tell myself that that’s who I am but I feel nothing What do you want to shed these days? What do you do when you don’t want to anymore I ask myself if this is living than what am I living for I keep on moving looking for some kind of source But I don’t want to anymore What do you even want to do? What do you think that you can do?
3.
Hibiscus 03:30
Oh to bloom and die in a day, ain’t that a feeling Fresh faced but in vain, the sun sets and I’m spinning I keep reaching, stretching out To wrap my arms around myself I’ve been a woman on fire I’ve been a woman on fire I found a match no one could light, they didn’t need it I’m not sure they ever tried, I couldn’t believe it I striked it like a pose “The Birth of Venus” as a still life, in repose Tell yourself “I’m a liar, we both know I was a bird on the wire I know I should have stood by her, we both know I was a woman on fire We both know I am a woman on fire There are spiders everywhere You’re the only one who had me scared (2x) Tell yourself “I’m a liar”, we both know I was a woman on fire You can tell I’m a liar, we both know I was a bird on wire Tell yourself “I’m a liar”, we both know I was a woman on fire We both know I am a woman on fire
4.
Nothing grows in August but I’m trying anyway A scarecrow in my mind to keep my past at bay A warning not to poke and prod the feeling as I may Never perfect never sure but I’m not looking back today Soil like a sandbox or a dune upon the coast I planted seeds to reinforce a time I felt the most In the wind and swirling like a dervish on a boat In a “sea of anarchy” scream singing Sheryl Crow I can be good, I’m good I’m good I can be good to you Do you love me like I love you now ‘Cause I can’t tell the difference and the distance is killing me I used to think that running was the only way to move I barreled like a freight train but my tracks weren’t true I yelled around the corner screaming “I’m coming for you” No one listens, no one cares but it’s all I do I can be good, I’m good I’m good I can be good to you Do you love me like I love you now ‘Cause I can’t tell the difference and the distance is killing me Is the distance killing you? The distance is killing me I can be good, I’m good I’m good I can be good to you Do you love me like I love you now ‘Cause I can’t tell the difference and the distance is killing me
5.
Dotted Line 03:52
How can it be? I feel alive but I’m just hovering? I was above it all, thought I was above it all The joke’s on me I played it cool for too long you see Thought I was above it all, I was above it all I don’t check all the boxes but I signed the dotted line I don’t check all the boxes but you signed the dotted line Jealousy it’s not you it’s not even me Thought I could shake it off, can’t seem to shake it off I don’t check all the boxes but I signed the dotted line I don’t check all the boxes but you signed the dotted line Leave it to my shadow To my shadow Nothing to lose except my own one cool remove But I can let it go, I think I’ll let it go
6.
After the gold rush I flew to the sun Burning for you like the West could be won Now I’m stuck with this feeling Staring at the ceiling Fan the flames of all those years I thought we had it made I was a bird in a cage, heart on my sleeve I feel so lived in and loving him was lonely If you met me in this house you don’t know me anymore You left me in this house you don’t know me anymore A wind in the door, a ghost down the hall I hear your voice on the line but nobody’s calling It’s only me If you met me in this house you don’t know me anymore You left me in this house and I don’t know you anymore If you’re reaching out to me I don’t feel you I was such a small thing sitting at my window You don’t know me anymore

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Hibiscus was recorded in Austin, TX at a handful of studios:
Public Hi Fi
The Bubble
Paradise Lunch
Rare Ear

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released November 10, 2023

Tracks 1-4
Co-produced by Adam Mason, Sara L. Houser and Max Lorenzen
Mixed by Max Lorenzen
Mastered by Jeff Lipton and Maria Rice at Peerless Mastering
Drums Daniel Blanchard
Bass Geena Spigarelli
Guitars Taylor "Otis" Wilkins and Adam Mason
Keys/Vocals Sara L. Houser
Additional background vocals on track 2 Carrie Fussell

Tracks 5&6
Co-produced by Chris "Frenchie" Smith and Sara L. Houser
Engineered by Brett Marcom
Mastered by Christopher Messina
Drums Aric Garcia
Bass Geena Spigarelli
Guitars Taylor "Otis" Wilkins
Keys/Vocals Sara L. Houser
Additional background vocals on track 5 Aric Garcia

Album art Ben Blanchard
Spaceflight Records

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Songwriter and musician based in Austin, TX.

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